HEY BUBS!

Yet again I have nothing better to do so consequently, you get another boring post to read. :)

I don't know if anyone other than me gets this feeling, but... okay. You're at the airport about to board the plane and your homesick already. You get there, and everything is so different! Out of the norm. You have old men pushing and shouting in crowds, abuse of fossil fuels, abuse of FOOD, passive smoking like HELL, girls in fat uniforms jabbajabbering and giving you dirties because you're big and black, and I can't honestly say that the living conditions are good. So I feel really homesick. Give it a couple of weeks and I get better and slowly I begin to get used to everythingg. Then, a week before I have to go home, you know, when you've just started to relax and accustomed to the society, It REVERSES! omgggg. So now I'm dreading the start of school so bad. I'm dreading all the stuff I have to do which I would have done in the holidays had I not flown to the other side of the globe and it just seems like a big big big ugly thing I have to dive into really soooooon. Like. Facing my boss telling him I don't want to be treated like a toad in his soup (got that expression from a book haha) so just hurry up and fire me properly already, piano piano piano haven't practiced in 5 weeks what's he going to say at lessons, should I quit soccer? Because I can't quit ballet, Should I do syd west dance again? Auditions are during half yearlies remember + no one wants to do your dance anyway, how am I going to juggle all this with the leadership stuff and crap at school.

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Then, the first night back, I get nightmares and when I lay awake in bed I get scared and depressed. LOL WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! This emotional cycle is ridiculoussss. But first day of school and it's all goooooood =) Hello normality, bye bye insanity. Oh yes, and bye-bye binge eating!

SOMEONE TELL ME YOU FEEL THIS WAY TOO??

p.s. I watched Avatar twice in China, which makes it a grand total of 3 whole times! I can't get enough of the graphics and the sound track and the plotline and... how good looking his avatar is LOOL.