Exam's are over but for some reason, with the SC and other stuff looming over us it's not easy to feel completely at ease. It never stops.
I was eavesdropping on Savage today and I was overhearing her say stuff like "it never stops does it, it's having a negative effect on the health of the students" or something. I agree so badly. Sometimes I wish I wasn't at this school X_X. If it weren't for some cool people, it would be the biggest and lamest hole on the planet and before anyone pretends to get offended I would like to point out that
GET OVER IT. IT'S THE TRUTH.
I hate the way everybody is so motivated to study study study and the way it puts pressure on me to study. It also makes me feel extremely racist.
Today I was talking to Anna about how I reckoned I understood how a lot of white people would feel since all the Asians are gonna get into Med and Law instead of the white people and in the next decade all the Doctors and Lawyers in Australia are going to be Chinese or something. Then she said quite frankly "Well it's their fault they don't try and their parents don't care."
Then at Volleyball on Wednesday somebody was being all up herself saying that they were sooooo dumb just because they were worrying about the School Certificate. FYI, just because you're in the top 0.00000001 % of the state it doesn't give you the right to call others dumb. I mean, SOMEBODY has to be in the other 99.99999999% and maybe their lives extend beyond the textbook or the calculator. or DOTA.
Even the teachers at the school bag out other kids saying their dumb and shit. We act all superior like we all have it in the bag and the others just don't have what it takes. We reckon we're the right way to go and think that all the others are going nowhere in life and will have kids at 15 or something. But really, it's just us that's out of the norm.
So what am I trying to say? I forgot, I think I lost track. Something to do with wishing I was my dog so that I would be completely naive and dumb. Then I wouldn't have to worry about life and where it's headed, yet I would still be living it and looking forward to every new day.
I HATE Epping station now. I used to enjoy sunny afternoons resting against the fence with my eyes closed with the fresh air and the magpies eating off my shoes when I buy food from Epping Bakery. Now it's a big hole (literally) underground that takes 5 minutes to get up and down looking like a set from Star Wars or futurama. The platform's like some big haunted thing where everyone's hypnotized and silent and you can hear your own breathing and you can't even have a private conversation. Fcking technology. Fcking development. The government should leave the world alone.
Something to cheer me up:
Faaaaaark. I was going to post something really cute but the pic thing's not working.
The whole world's against me TT.TT
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Friday, October 23, 2009
Exam's are over but for some reason, with the SC and other stuff looming over us it's not easy to feel completely at ease. It never stops.
I was eavesdropping on Savage today and I was overhearing her say stuff like "it never stops does it, it's having a negative effect on the health of the students" or something. I agree so badly. Sometimes I wish I wasn't at this school X_X. If it weren't for some cool people, it would be the biggest and lamest hole on the planet and before anyone pretends to get offended I would like to point out that
GET OVER IT. IT'S THE TRUTH.
I hate the way everybody is so motivated to study study study and the way it puts pressure on me to study. It also makes me feel extremely racist.
Today I was talking to Anna about how I reckoned I understood how a lot of white people would feel since all the Asians are gonna get into Med and Law instead of the white people and in the next decade all the Doctors and Lawyers in Australia are going to be Chinese or something. Then she said quite frankly "Well it's their fault they don't try and their parents don't care."
Then at Volleyball on Wednesday somebody was being all up herself saying that they were sooooo dumb just because they were worrying about the School Certificate. FYI, just because you're in the top 0.00000001 % of the state it doesn't give you the right to call others dumb. I mean, SOMEBODY has to be in the other 99.99999999% and maybe their lives extend beyond the textbook or the calculator. or DOTA.
Even the teachers at the school bag out other kids saying their dumb and shit. We act all superior like we all have it in the bag and the others just don't have what it takes. We reckon we're the right way to go and think that all the others are going nowhere in life and will have kids at 15 or something. But really, it's just us that's out of the norm.
So what am I trying to say? I forgot, I think I lost track. Something to do with wishing I was my dog so that I would be completely naive and dumb. Then I wouldn't have to worry about life and where it's headed, yet I would still be living it and looking forward to every new day.
I HATE Epping station now. I used to enjoy sunny afternoons resting against the fence with my eyes closed with the fresh air and the magpies eating off my shoes when I buy food from Epping Bakery. Now it's a big hole (literally) underground that takes 5 minutes to get up and down looking like a set from Star Wars or futurama. The platform's like some big haunted thing where everyone's hypnotized and silent and you can hear your own breathing and you can't even have a private conversation. Fcking technology. Fcking development. The government should leave the world alone.
Something to cheer me up:
Faaaaaark. I was going to post something really cute but the pic thing's not working.
The whole world's against me TT.TT
∞ About me
A few nice people.
Angela (Tom), Lynette (Jerry), Emma (Bob), Eugenia (Pat), Anna (Fred) and Betty (George)