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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Sorry to shat on your post Tom + Pat's lovely commentary, but I felt like blogging too so here it is =)

Two days ago, I was on the verge of overstressing. It just irritates me that I just can't help but overanalyse, overthink, and end up wasting all my effort on something that wasn't even remotely important. I was almost up to the point of having an OCD with studying.

I seriously felt like ripping everything to pieces and just sleep. Sleep it out.

But then someone kinda put it all in perspective for me. That all these self-imposed expectations were sending me spiralling downhill. That we were only in year 10, and I was pulling my hair out for something that doesn't even count towards next year, let along the rest of my life. That life wasn't just about waking up at 4am and studying.

That helped. I felt alot better today, not as freaked out as I was before - so thanks alot bro. =)

I'm starting to sense that everyone else is fed up with everything too. Like today in Maths, when Jono Wang told me he just wants to drink.

I kinda agree with him.
But don't worry kids, I'm not about to get smashed any time soon.

YAY FREEEEEE (for now).