Being a contributive and helpful person is hard work. Especially when you're one of the only people willing to take more time and effort in order for the whole group to get better results.

Sometimes I wish I was a big fat cheapscape, like someone who would do the absolute minimum, and then run off knowing they're going to do cool anyway while they spend quality time with their eyes NOT glued to the screen.

But nooooo... i always open my fat mouth and volunteer to do this and that. And take charge of this and that. and I suffer the consequences. I guess that's the right way to go about things, but seriously, I wish I never tried so hard, its just not worth it.


Just in case some people think this is just about work and assignments and what not, its about life in general.