I've learnt a few things over the past couple of weeks.

1. Don't lead people on if the feelings aren't mutual.
2. Don't get someone's hopes up if you're only going to let them crash down again.
3. Don't be ignorant and naive - listen to what everyone else around you have to say. Sure, sometimes their individual opinions may starkly differ from your beliefs, but when the majority all share those common opinions, you know something's up.
4. Don't always think you know that person best, because looks can be deceiving.
5. Don't be a sucker for a sweet talker.
6. Every one of us can't help but experience the above 5 points.

How do you know whether someone is truthful to you? How do you pick out the real deal from the countless fakes? What does the word "trust" mean to you? What about friendship?

Sometimes we waste our time, pursuing the impossible in hope for a miracle. We cling desperately onto that small piece of hope, telling ourselves that it's all worthwhile, that it's all coming alive. We lose all sense of rationality, our minds clouded by what we wish to see.

So what is it? The cliched "listen to your heart" or the more rational "change your mentality"approach?

As you can see, I'm kinda all over the place.. partially because I woke up so damn early this morning (not to do maths) and now my eyelids are becoming heavier and heavier..

OH AND, all this didn't happen to me directly, but indirect experiences do leave their mark.

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Now aside from all of that, I'm quite happy with everything. =) I was going to post up pictures of the MATHS COMMON today but *yawn* it's past Vincent's bedtime & I think I shall follow his lead and sleep early.



And wake up at 4am to do maths. What, haven't you heard? That's the new trend.




Just kidding ! :) goodnight all.
xx