With the current workload, I really think I should be starting to use my time efficiently doing WORK instead of nothing. But I feel somewhat relaxed.... like, yesterday I went home and at chips and fell asleep on the couch and woke up at 6 15, and practised piano and ate dinner and did the dishes and went back to sleep. Damn, I wish every day was spent like that.

There's half yearlies coming up, then the ballet exam the week after that, then all the worrying about the Sydney West choreography and blah blah blah..... With a tsunami of exams and other shit rolling towards me all at one go, all I can do is face it because they're all going to happen anyway. And if I have to, I may as well do it with a relaxed attitude towards life.

You know how people tell you not to cry over spilt milk? (the expression, I mean). Well I used to think that people were really heartless and mean when they told me that, because I used to want everything to be perfect. But now I know what they mean; nothing can ever be perfect and if there are things that matter more to you more than others, you have to prioritise and live with the flaws.



Anyway, slightly deviating from all this meaningful talk, today I went to target randomly before ballet because they were having a massive underwear sale. And ZOMFG! I finally found out what a push-up bra is. They're full on like, fake boobs!!