As a follow up to my Pursuit of Job adventures, I shall give you an update! Last Friday I managed send my resume to five places.. and GUESS WHAT?!

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They haven't called me back yet. =(( It's Tuesday already! I thought I was your most valuable employee ! For the past few days, I've checking my phone every 2 seconds to see if I have any missed calls, since my ringtone is really quiet and I can never hear it. But everytime I check.. I just see my ugly wallpaper staring back at me.

CALL ME PLEASE ! It's meant to be darling ;)

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Also, since the beginning of this year, I've been thinking alot. And you know what?

THE FUTURE FREAKS ME OUT.

The more I think about it, the more it confuses me. Maybe it's just the whole 16-coming-of-age thing, but just everything seems not so distant now. I was making NY resolutions, and I realised that this year I have to learn to cook, drive and get a job (call me!). And what about HSC? What about LIFE AFTER BAULKO? What do I want to do? How am I going to get there? Do I have a backup? What happens if I'm not going to be a Lawyer, doctor or accountant? What if design is "only taken up by people who get like 80 UAI and you don't get a good pay" ?

Oh gosh I better stop before my brain explodes. I shall go watch my beloved Djokovic sweat it out on the courts now.

xx.
betty.

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Oh and on a lighter note, should I streak my hair? Hah I'm always so paranoid that I'll get some allergic reaction and my scalp will burn and my eyes will swell up to the size of golfballs like those poor chicks in TodayTonight. =\