You know what,

My sister is a fcking little dipshit who only EVER FCKING WANTS TO BRING ME DOWN.

It’s like she dreams to be ms. Universe. Or something similarly disgusting.

Like say for example her eating situation. And no, im not saying that she has anorexia but I SWEAR if she pretends she’s “not hungry” any longer she will be. And like, she thinks her legs are fat when they’re like, 5 cm diametered. Like after school when normal people eat stuff because they’re hungry. I’m like to her:

“hey do you want instant noodles? Im making some now”

Her- “no”

Me- “why not?”

Her- “not hungry”

Me- “WHAAT? You didn’t eat anything today wtf. Just because you’re on a diet.”

Her- “I’M NOT ON A DIET. AND ANYWAY… LYNETTE… what’s WRONG with wanting to stay HEALTHY? HUH?????”

Wtf. As if she’s challenging me to admit that for some reason I want to make her unhealthier than me. And she’s so up herself. Like I know everybody says she looks like me except her eyes are “so much bekkaah and her eyelashes are soooww long and she soooo intelligent… see she look like yuu but yuu know…” – [quote- Ms gnow]

And like, there’s nothing wrong with that, but it’s the fact that she KNOWS IT and THINKS IT that pisses me off. Like all the time when she does soemthign to piss me off and I go like

Me- “WHAT’S YOU PROBLEM???”
HER- “YOUR FACE”
Me- “EEW STOP SQUINTING YOUR EYES SEDUCTIVELY”
HER- “YOU’RE JUST JEALOUS BECAUSE MY EYELASHES ARE SO LONG”
ME- “WTF… stop being so un-modest"
Her- “yeah well I’m proud of my eyelashes. OMFG look at that pic of me on the wall. I’m so proud of it. It’s so pretty!!!!!”

… =.=’’. and she will do absolutely everything to bring me down. And that involves BREATHING INTO MY FACE when she has a fever, because it is a general fact between us that if she is down, she would drag me down as well. She even admitted that to me once. Which is not good considering that I have to do my speech on Friday, and I do plan to BE THERE. And everytime I have social commitments she always tries to constrict me, and when SHE has social commitments shes always challenging me about what’s wrong with HER meeting up with people. Like a party, for example. She goes: “WHAATT?? A PARTY???? Where are you going? Who’s going to be there?” and when I tell her that im catching a train to meet up she goes “why don’t you just get mum to drop you off?? HUH??? What are you planning to do ALONE?? I bet there are going to be guys there and you don’t want mum to…..”

Etc. And she didn’t want me to go dance with Rhiannon either. And when I asked her why not she claims that 20 dollars is too expensive. Like wthell. She’s so hypocritical that it’s disgusting. She plagerises from my designs and claims that it’s original because “nahh I do it different this line’s way thicker” or something lame like that, and that “I created that design before you… at school”. And when I call her an areshole my dad happens to be listening and goes THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH COPYING. Wtf.

Today I fell over 3 times during soccer, and one of them was slf-stacked, but the other two I almost tliterally flew into the air backwards and landed on my back. And the first time I thought her abs squished and broke my wrist. Seriously, it hurt so fuckign much and now you can’t bend it forward much. OHHH AND I THINK… someone was hitting on eric today !! xDDDDD HAHAHAHAH LMAOOOO!! Like, we were watching the guys match right, and Eric and Thomas where just juggling the bal on the sidelines, and then BOOM and this leb chick comes running up and *AHEM* “tackles” the ball from them. Then she yells something continuously and rambunctiously, like FULLY attention-seekingly “OHHH YEAH YES WHO’VE I GOT WHO I’VE GOT WOHOOO *attempts to dodge non-mobile Eric* LET’S SEE HOW MANY TIMES I CAN JUGGLE WOHHOOOOO YESSS 7! 1, 2, 3, 4 5.... OH NO...”

And the baulkoers are just like sideglancing at her, and Eric was just looking around condusedly. HAHAHA X).

And THEN, someone on the field kicks the ball out the sidelines accidentally, and it just happened to swipe one of the gwood chicks who were all suddenly flocked around the Eric/Thomas area. And then after a 5 second delayed reaction, that same chick suddenly realizes that she has to make a scene out of herself yet again, and yells “AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! OI YOU HAVEN’T APOLOGISED YET. YOU HIT ME!!! “

Tom: “oh how unfortunate…”

AAAAWWW what a shame their bus arrived. =((

Honestly, I sympathise with her. because she embarrassed herself so much and she doesn't realize it.