woootttt!!! =D

cooking was DA BEST!! XD. while fred athered all the ingredients i ran over to collect and put all the patty thingos into the tray thingo...and squished all the butter into the flour =]. and Mrs Dowler was busy telling me how i couldnt use that cheap shinese facetowel/''Ma Bu'' thingo, and then iw as explainign to her that my other one got mouldy (due to the face that i left it in the cupboard in a plastic box for the last two weeks... but no one needs to know that) so i had to quickly grab one from the laundry =D.

and then i ended up eating like 4 muffins during the day. -slowly turns green-

at SCIENCE the ''experiment'' i was meant to be analysing in the ancient 1990s choice magazine turned out NOT to be just the one double page but the 4 DOUBLE PAGES. >.<'' eiyerhhh... so i ended up having to scribble out part of my other analysis since i was writing all this crap about how the information int he graph was not useful and substantial, when like 9/10ths of it were in the other pages. o.O'' *scratch*

in maths i was playing with the liguid whiteout i found on the ground, and thinking it was empty, i tipped it upside down in an attempt to view its contents, but then half of the bottle came puring out into my surprised palms, and whilst trying to ask adeline for a tissue without scaring her by sounding too quick, everyone buried me in tissue donations XD. but then after i mooped everything up: ''oh, oh, ohoh i'm m mm sooo, -"

-immediately says ''thats ok adeline"-

and hen we were marking eachothers common test trial papers, which was ok apart from the fact that enileda didnt put a cross next to the questions i got wrong. >< whcih made it a bit difficult. LOOOLLS.

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I was thinking about all the times during which I cursed god and the buddha deeply for something bad that ever happened. Like that time when... wait... i left my SCHOOLHAT on the bus [which is kind of lame now that you think about it] and i was virtually weeping my eyes out and crying at the sky and swearing at God. o.O". just for a school hat which i could get back like the next morning?

But now, some things have shown me things about appreciating eveything i am given.

What things, you all ask.

On the weekend our family were rung up and by overseas best friend Ha Ha [shutup, u know how chinese people's little names are all retarded like Xi Xi and Chong Chong - (mememe)], her mum had developed a brain tumour and her operation had been... not so successful. That night after hours of rehab she lost consciousness. Ha Ha, who was going to go to America on student exchange, had to drop out to be with her mum.

I don't know if it all seems so dawning, but it's just daunting how someone you are so close to, who were perfectly fine the last time you saw them, is suffering so badly and has a big chance of passing away >.<''

and it jsut kind of made me realize that why the fuck am i complaining about losing my frkn hat on the bus when right now, my mum could be in hospital trying to regain consciousness after attempting to have her brain tumour removed????? faahhh. It just makes me appreciate the things i already have, so take for example the USB incident, where i accidentally let the memory stick slip out of the hole in my pocket onto a seeat in c13/c14/b14/bus/train... it jsut makes not cursing the world easier, just a tiny bit.

Now i think of bad obstacles just as ornaments to balance out the elements of life.

Be strong like Ha Ha. =]

jerry.