YAMADA HAGAKI!

So much for daily entertainment. So here I am, in attempt to follow Jerry's theory about holidays = boring = people looking up websites for entertainment. And no, not the kind D-SPED looks up. *runs away*


I just came back from Anna's place and we finished our History! It's so high quality and all awesome. =) And no worries Pat, no matter how bad we get, we'll never blame you. =)

So yesterday, someone added me on msn with the msn nikk of this not-so-liked girl in our class. And no, I had no problems with that, but the email sounded more like a guy's email? So then HE started talking to me and I realised that it was actually a guy from our grade. And during that time, Tom and I were on msn, kinda being pessimistic for no reason, sighing and complaining about pointless issues. Being stuck in post-school anxiety drama? I don't know..

So in midst of all this dull atmostphere, I suddenly had a brainwave. A very slack, mean, -looking up more words in dictionary.com- troublesome, ugly, unfriendly, unpleasant, unscrupulous, vexatious, vicious .. etc etc you get my point, brainwave. I confided in Tom about my stupid, immature, juvenile idea, and both of us thought, and still thinks, that it was a very hilarious idea to start an email on msn and pretend to be another person.

Yes, that person.

Sigh.. the guilt. Yeah sure, both Tom and I both sworn that we will be wayyy nicer to her now, but still..

So yes, back to the story. Everything basically went like this ..

- xx has just been added to this conversation -

" hi. dis is ________"

- xx has just left the conversation -

ROFL ROFL. xDD And it was like that in all the convos except for one, which I shall not go into details. But yeah, we couldn't stop laughing for the rest of the day, and hell yeah I'm still laughing now.

And so inspite of all the guilt, Tom and I decided that we will only limit to our class and as soon as we scare another three? more people, we'll stop.

OKAY. ENOUGH OF MY STUPID EVIL IDEAS AND COLLABORATIONS WITH TOM. x) And I shall now complain about .. D-SPED! *Joy!* Yes, indeed another incident happened again, this time he was dissing Tom's hair to Tom and then afterwards dissing it to Jerry, WHILE SHE WAS OFFLINE like she was his bestestest mate or something, forgetting that he was being so slack to her only a few days ago.

What makes him think that he can talk to people like they are some useless trash? He thinks that just because he can hide behind that computer screen that shelters him from showing his insecurity, he can do anything and not suffer the consequences? I don't see him being the "man with the deep heart" like he goes on about when hes lurking around the school, hidden in the shadows. I don't see the "colours" and the "class" hiding behind that few strands of hair when he's "trying" to spark a conversation. Yes, "trying" very hard indeed. So hard that he thinks that you will fall for him after three "hello"s.

PLEASE. Don't think we're all shallow-minded airheads. Save your complaints for someone else who cares, savvy? And don't think we're just a bunch of pushovers, cos perhaps it's you that's so freaking vulnerable. We learn to IGNORE rumors, not be so frightened by them that it kills you just to sit next to a girl. Oh oops, sorry, perhaps you meant that you were scared that the girl you sit next to will fall madly in love with you? Knowingly that you do not "want to involve yourself in relationships because you are so PRONE TO THEM?"

And to you if you're reading this;

LET GOD JUDGE ME.

Don't judge me by the two words I typed. You don't know me or the rest of SG, so don't talk about the things that you don't understand.

Thankyou.

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