Just think about it.

The rain drizzled on, ending the week. I'm cold, so cold.

After getting half-yearly results back, I have to say that I finally realise what people mean by "you get out what you put in." Although my history is a huge disappointment, wait, lemme rephrase - IT WAS SO FUCKING SHIET, but apart from that, I have to say year 8 has definitely been better. I guess I'm just grateful for everything that I have right now. The group has grown so much closer since this year, and I guess while everything else falls apart I will still have you guys. Thankyou<3

Sigh, sorry for the not-so-bright beginning. Blame it on the rain and the wind. So cold, so cold.

Not much happened today, and I'm not really in the mood to go into specific details, so I'll type what I'm thinking right now for a change.

Maybe sometimes where you are now isn't really where you want to be, and where you fit in. Maybe sometimes things have to change, sooner or later. It just hurts to know that some people aren't what they are what they were used to be, and has changed into something completely unrecognisable. Hypocrite, I know, but it just .. to hear people talk about them, as they slowly merge into something they are not.

Why are they doing this? Just because they think that it will get them higher status? Does it really matter?

The icy droplets of water keeps on falling and the bitter winds contine to blow .. they don't care, after all, who does? I don't give if you go and throw away everything you have. Even if I lose everything, I'll still have my soul, but if they lose everything, they'll be nothing at all.

What do you see in the mirror?

Is that really you staring back? Or is it just this plasticated self-portrait?

Do you even care when you go " I love you?" Or is that just the current trend?

DO YOU CARE? Fullstop?

Sheesh. Fuck off.

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Enough.

xx.
Betty.