I'm back.

Yes, we need an outing. But not on Tuesday, Thursday or Friday. And Anna PLEASE TRY TO COME!

Oh yeah, and I've decided that the Swear Jar is no longer continueing has it is the end of the term. Therefore, swear all you like, just like what I'm about to do.

FUCK MAN! I fkn hate it when people are so into the fucking iloveyou shits. I know, yeah I might be a hyprocrite, but I don't feel right doing it and it's all awkward when people are all doing it and then you look at me and I'm like .. " I don't love you. oO " And half of the time they don't fkn mean it anyway so then why say it? It fucking pisses the hell out of me when friends ditch friends for guys, or change because of them. And things are just screwing up right now, especially with all the badminton shit happening. Ah fuck, and some people just need to get a life and start doing something more meaningful and original. And maybe I should fucking go and stop letting chances fade away. Or maybe then I will stop fucking regretting but then I guess I will regret it either way.

My mind is all messed up right now, and I have no idea what I'm thinking, just typing along as I go. Why am I so obssessed? When have I began to care so much about all this shit? Is it because of the people I hang around with? Do I really fit in with where I am now? Is it about time I start to get a freaking life and move on? When have I start to change until I don't even know myself anymore? Why am I fussing over these tiny, minor issues? Why does my atitude SUCK these days?

Whatever. I'm outta here.

That Girl. Whoever she may be.